Sep 08

Please Accept My Heartfelt Apologies

When you run a blog for as long as I ran newyorkmetsreport.com, you have a responsibility to your readers. It is a responsibility, which quite frankly I failed miserably this year.

For this, I can’t apologize enough for my absence. It is something I never wanted, especially with how much I looked forward to this season.

As many of you know, I was hospitalized in mid-March after a serious accident in my home. What you don’t know is I remained there until about two weeks ago.

I went in with a compound fracture of my left arm and fractured shoulder and left five months later in a wheelchair.

I am finally home, but unable to walk and currently undergoing extensive physical therapy. I need people to help me cook and clean, and bathe me. The doctors don’t know when, or if, I will walk again and the prospect of spending the rest of my life in a wheelchair is daunting and frightening.

By comparison, Matt Harvey’s whining about pitching again this season – thank goodness that’s over – doesn’t register on my radar.

I always thought the feelings in my legs would return shortly and I would pick things up again. But,

it never happened, so I spent the last five months in two hospitals and two rehab facilities. During this time I underwent three surgeries and three other medical procedures, including an emergency surgery to remove a gangrenous gallbladder the first week of July.

I barely remember July, but I am sure the hospital bills will remind me.

As you can see, the blog is a ghost town, something I never wanted. A friend of mine recently chewed out my butt saying I should have at least been in touch to tell people what was going on.

Even so, between the pain, pills and depression, I fell into a dark hole and didn’t feel like talking. Many days were spent with Bonanza and NCIS reruns. Some friends said it would be good therapy to start writing the blog again. I tried several times, but it was a reminder of what I lost and what I faced.

My head was not on straight. Writing was a good idea, but something I had to accept on my own. I still followed the team, but that wasn’t enough. My heart wasn’t there and I couldn’t have somebody write for me.

Coming home jumpstarted me. I am at grips with the idea that while my legs don’t work, my mind and typing hands do. So is my heart. I am a writer. Writing is what I do. It is one way for me to get part of my life back.

I want to salvage what is left of this season and attempt to resurrect the blog. I realize it will take a long time to regain your trust and confidence.

I hope you give me that chance.

Thank you.

NOTE: I will have another post up within the half-hour.

Dec 09

Twitter Q&A on @Metsmerized at 1:00 PM – Answering Your Winter Meetings Questions

LAKE BUENA VISTA, Fla. - Greetings from the Winter Meetings in Lake Buena Vista, Fla. In conjunction with Metsmerized Online, I will be hosting a Twitter Q&A starting at 1:00 p.m.

Send your questions to @Metsmerized and I will answer as many as I can for 45 minutes.

Please use hash tag #MMOHotStoveChat

Joe is giving away a signed Dwight Gooden book to one of you.

If I don’t get to them, please write your questions on this post and I will get to them, as well as your comments from yesterday.

Hope you’re well.

Thanks, JD.

Nov 28

Happy Thanksgiving To All

This is the time of year to express gratitude for what we have and realize despite our troubles somebody always has it worse. I am thankful for family and friends, but also to my readers who have supported me and my blog.

I appreciate your readership and comments. I welcome the give-and-take with you and have tried to make this blog both entertaining and informative. There are times things go in spurts, but I am trying to maintain consistency and want to keep giving you more.

In a couple of weeks I’ll be at the Winter Meetings and planning another trip to spring training. Until then, please keep reading and know how much I appreciate you.

Jan 01

Happy New Year Mets Fans

Good morning all, and perhaps in some cases, good afternoon. I hope you had a happy and safe New Year’s Eve and wish you carry that throughout the year.

January 1 always represents a fresh start, from diet to exercise to breaking bad habits. There will time enough for that, but for now I will honor my own holiday tradition which is to spend the day making my own list of resolutions, both personal and for the blog.

I will also spend part of the day writing Happy New Year’s notes to family and friends, and, of course, watching the bowl games. I liked it better when there were up to seven games today instead of spreading them out for a week.

I will share them with you shortly, along with several resolutions the Mets should make. For now, I hope you’ll spend the day with your friends and family before it is back to the grind before our next national holiday, which is the Super Bowl.